On the way home I started to think about the dress that I would wear, should I wear pearls when we first meet... maybe I should not even think about these things... but I am a woman. These thoughts are natural to us.
Now as I write again I must admit that there is so much that I have learned in this humble town about love and about myself and men.
This is what I have observed.
A man walks in with a woman that weighs at least 250 lbs... She of course is large but sexy. He is thin and handsome.
Another couple... he is seriously ugly, fat, a man with breasts, very unattractive to me... and his woman is gorgeous...Not even realizing how beautiful she is... I used to ask what in the hell is she doing with that man... Now I understand.
Then of course there is the wealthy Lebanese man who only dates blond skinny Lebanese woman... and meets the love of his life that is full figured sexy and he asks her to marry in after just knowing her for 3 days.
We must not forget the guy from Nevada, built like a Michelangelo statue perfect... handsome. His wife? A skinny woman, not attractive, dark circles under her eyes with 6 kids and none of them are his...but he loves her... trust me I tried LOL.
So there is no rhyme or reason to love...no limits no understanding why a woman chooses a man or she chooses him chooses. They just do...
They meet, they walk towards each other, and then they walk together because they both know...when they meet ..........deep inside them can trust to share themselves... It happens everyday... I just walk away , lately run away...
So this time I am going to sit still and just allow what is about to happen..happen, because I do not know... I cannot make my life an island onto myself... not anymore... but I am so independent, I do not seek anyone. Perhaps the solution is to think it is .
When that black hair , blue eyes like the Caspian sea , big smile hunk stands in front of me like I am “ his dream wife” well. Ok , the answer is yes…
So I figured that even eccentric lovely ladies must be loved by some odd fellow who is not so stuck on himself... This make sense... there is no rhyme or reason why we are attracted to a person... we just are.
